You all already know me! You know my hopes and fears. Things that make me happy & sad.
But here are some things i dont usually share:
– Me Time . I’m a person that loves to be alone. This doesnt mean that i dont like to have comoany, or partying or having friends. But all in all i also really cherish my alone time. I can sit home and work on my blog, read books, watch a movie or Netflix, or sip on a green tea and sit out in the garden watching the moon and the sky
I know so many people that love to go out and party or to have company constantly. Thats how their really love to live. I’ve always been a bit different and I enjoy solitude many a times. Also in todays fast paced life where we have no time to really understand our breaths, I think it’s essential to spend time with yourself. Its an art and its a precious treasure.
– Things. I personally believe i am not a materiaIistic person. I may have the money to buy a certain bag but i wouldnt perhaps, i would rather trade in a wonderful experience over bags, shoes and things . Sitting by the water, living a day in the mountains, standing under the rain, small things give me so much pleasure. I do buy whatever i truly love with my heart and soul just because i feel like i need it. I never pick up a brand or a certain bag or shoe because others are wearing it, thats just not me.
– Fears. As everyone i have hidden fears. Sometimes i sleep with them in my heart and soul and that makes me sad. With the way the world is so unpredictable now, and the things we see happening around the world, i feel very scared of the future. I also feel like there is really no guarantee to anything and that hurts me. My fears are very human. And being such an emotional being, and having such a soft heart, events from all around the world, affect me for long periods. Sometimes i wish i could change this about myself, but sometimes its neccesary as very few people today have it.
– Friends. I dont have too many friends. I have very few friends but that I’m really close to, with whom i can cry, laugh, hug, open up, talk about everything in the universe and beyond. I have a friend who lives in Singapore and is my Lifeline. We were pretty much born together, the rest is history. I have another tiny little being who lives in Doha but is originally from Bombay. She is a baby. But when times are tough she is the shoulder i lean on. I have another one who moved from Dubai to Doha, and she is a bloody rock and i completely look upto her strength with awe. And i have a few others, whom i can count on my fingers with surity.
I love these friends who bring life to my Life. They ensure i open up, they ensure i live. And even if we dont talk for months we know we have each others backs. I know that the day i need them, these friends will be my saviour.